
Here is a peek into what goes on inside my head. It is disguised as a blog about my athletic endeavours ( triathlon, ultra-running, and most recently muay thai and jiu jitsu). However, because these sports end up being an outlet for an over-achiever complex that I think I own, this blog ends up being a place where I rationalize my issues. I try to educate and inspire in my postings while at the same time making up for the fact that I never kept a diary as a kid. Enjoy!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Is it an injury or just some overuse strain?

Saturday, January 17, 2009
150 Run and managed boredom


Friday, January 16, 2009
Yahoo! The Weekend's Here
It's always good day when I drag myself out of bed to workout in the morning. Yvette has been shaming me all week by getting up and going to the gym at 5:30 while I beat the snooze bar on my alarm clock to death for the 1 hour that it will allow me to do so. In my defense, someone needs to snuggle up to the kids when they come to our be at 6 am and I just didn't want them to miss that fun.But, this morning I was able to get up and jump on my bike for a 45 minute session on the trainer. This morning, I made decision that I need to download another video from Train Right, because I can do the dialogue in the one I have word-for-word.Here's what the weekend has in store. A 8 mile run on Saturday morning and a 10-12 mile run on Sunday.I just signed up for a 15k called the XTERRA Black Mountain Trail Run . I have no idea what the course looks like, but it sounds like a great time. It takes place on March 22nd and I signed Yvette up too. My Muay Thai instructor, Master Kim, is going to run it with us as well. It's his first trail race. We are hoping to sucker a whole bunch of people into this with us, aided by the fact that there is a 5k race too. I'll keep you posted.

Monday, January 12, 2009
Maybe it's my fault, or maybe you're just making excuses
Saturday, January 10, 2009
At some point running becomes mental....

Gusty Santa Ana Winds Picture
Friday, January 09, 2009
Success and a glimpse into my warped decision making process

Stephen Covey, in his book Seven Habits of Highly Effective People says that checking things off of your to-do list gives you a small endorphin rush each time that you do it. That leads you to want to check off more things. I can tell you that checking this one off my list was definitely accompanied by a smile and a feeling of accomplishment.
I did 36 minutes of a Chris Carmichael training video (http://www.trainright.com/) that actually lasts an hour. I had to cut it short in order to get to work on time. It is a great workout and always leaves a puddle of sweat under the bike.
Now, on another subject, my brain.
Yesterday, I got a comment on my blog on Facebook from one of my craziest friends, Suzy Degazon . She's an ultra athlete that has completes some of the most insane races on the planet, example: Ultraman, which is a 3x distance Ironman, here are the distances and yes they are staggering 7.2 miles swim, 336 mile bike, and a 78.6 mile run. She is amazing and also an example as to why you should be careful as to who you associate with.
Her comment was, "what are your ultra plans for 2009?"
Now, I had set a goal of completing a 50k this year, but I hadn't really considered getting serious about it until later in the spring. Suzy changed that. She called me out and made me announce my goal to someone other than my inner voice. So here it is. I am now in training to go back and slay the course that beat me in December of 2007, the Northface Endurance Championship race in San Francisco in December. It is a 50k race ( 31 miles) with about 7,000' of climbing in the run. It has some of the most beautiful scenery, and here's the kicker, there's a 50 mile option. So, don't be surprise if in my postings you start to hear me try to rationalize that I can finish that distance.
But here's a look into what goes on inside my head that disturbs even me. The next part of Suzy's reply was that she was doing the Calico50k next weekend as a training run. My response should have been something like "awesome, you go girl". Instead, I immediately start thinking, "I could do that and that would be fun". Then the rational part of my brain says, "You haven't run over 8 miles in the last few months and your still blistering on your instep from breaking in the orthodics that your physical therapist has you in after the last knee injury". Then the little devil on my shoulder says "yeah, but you didn't blister last run, you can do this. Go ahead check the site, see if there's a 30k (18 miles). You can run that in your sleep". The smart angel on the other shoulder says " Stop it, we're talking 18 miles of trail running, with elevation changes, and oh, by the way, we're not sure if the knee is going to hold up". "It hasn't hurt you lately, the doctor fixed it". "It's $80 and going to be super cold at 7 am in the high desert". "Cold is great for running, and you could walk 18 miles you wuss, do it".
See, that is what goes on in my head. You may be asking, are you going to do it? And as of last night I would have said no because I had talked myself out of it, but then I was telling my thoughtless wife about this whole thing and she acted like I should do it. Urgghhh....
Stay tuned, I am still not sure where this is headed. Perhaps some long runs this weekend with some time to think and suffer will help this play out.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
I am a lazy bum
The good news is I have been through this before and know some tricks to win this battle. I also know that after a few workouts, back-to-back, it becomes a whole lot easier.
Accountability is a big trick- it is actually how Yvette won this morning.
I won't stand someone up that I am supposed to meet and will force myself out of bed. Yvette had friends meeting her this morning.
Since I don't have any current training partners- I will find some really quickly- this blog is going to have to serve as my accountability partner. I will commit that tomorrow morning I am going to get up and train for an hour before work. I'll do it because I don't want to repeat the title of this post tomorrow. Hint: if I don't post tomorrow it means I didn't workout either. See how you are helping me out.
I'll either run for an hour or ride my bike on the trainer in the garage for an hour if Yvette has left with her friends to run because we can't leave the kids home alone.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
My first Muy Thai posting
I kept jogging, which eventually turned into, thanks to some strange thing in my head, ultra running and 4+ hour run workouts. Brilliant! The good part about ultra running is that I could do it really early in the morning or late at night after the kids had gone to bed. That was all well and good and probably could have been done without too much family dis-harmony ( is that even a word?)
So how does Muy Thai figure into this? Simple, when my daughter was born, I remembered how I was as a boy with girls and decided that she would be able to beat up any boy who she needed to. I knew that she would be involved with some sort of Martial Art. So a few years ago we started shopping studios and landed at a place we now call home a few nights a week called Performance Martial Arts http://performancemac.com/ run by an amazing couple Master Daniel Kim and his wife Jane Kim ( both black belts). Isabella started there 3 years ago and Diego first started on the mat at 2 years old. They've advanced well in class and really love it.
Master Kim would come out on some runs with me in October - December of 2007 and he let me know that he was going to be starting a Muy Thai Kickboxing class for the parents at the studio. He invited me to try it. Part of his reasoning was that I had been abusing him on runs and I think he wanted to return some of the pain I had been delivering. Needless to say, I said yes. And even with my significant endurance background ( I had run over 700 miles getting ready for the Ultra run that I ran in December) I found myself hammered in every class. And so begins the love affair. I have this strange affinity towards suffering, and this class provided it. It also allowed me to share a sport that the kids were involved in and hopefully set an example in work ethic and commitment for them. Oh, and did I mention that I lost 10 pounds and 2 inches on my waist within the first 60 days. And it's not like I was out of shape.
I haven't posted much about this even though I've been training now for over 14 months in both Muy Thai and Jiu Jitsu because I really think that a lot of people find Martial Arts strange, but since it has become a significant part of my training I thought I'd post some of the happenings that take place while training.
In my next post, I'll talk about the new studio that we moved into and my buddy James' first time rolling Jiu Jitsu with me last night. Hint.... He is REALLY sore this morning.
Monday, January 05, 2009
Holiday run and one fast girl
Saturday I left the house with the intention of a short 3 mile run then hit the weights and work on my arms so that I can one day stretch out the sleeves on a t-shirt. I took a route that I have never run but I was fairly certain I'd end up at around 3 miles. I took off at a 7:30 pace and stayed there until I turned left on Day Creek and headed down. I lifted the pace to sub 6 and was holding a pretty steady 5:50 for about 3/4 of a mile. When I turned left onto Highland the road turns up just a bit. I dropped into the 7's again but it feels so slow when you are running in the 5's that I probably, no definitely, pushed harder than I was capable in order to finish strong. So, I decided to walk down my heart rate to 150 since it had been pinned at 196 for a while. I know, I just wussed out and gave in to that wimpy voice in my head. To make matters worse, about a minute after I began walking, a young lady in velvet running pants passed by me. Have I mentioned lately how much I wished that I could not be some competitive ?
I walk a few more steps, glance at my hrm and it reads 158. I say, "No Chris, you were walking down to 150" a few more steps, glance again and it says 155, I rationalize that 155 is in the 150's and set out to catch Velvet girl.
Crap, she's moving kinda quick. A glance at my wrist says I am back at 7:30 pace and she's not reeling in so quickly. So I lift into the 6's somewhere and pass her by with a quick flip of the hand to say hello.
Certainly she was running so fast thinking that I was chasing her with the intention of harm.
Bear in mind, I have headphones on so I have know way, short of looking back, if she is following me. So, imagine my shock when 1/2 mile later I turn up Etiwanda and she is right behind me.
Now it's on. I know that I only have about 1/4 of a mile to go uphill before I can turn right onto my street and cool down, so it's back to 196+ heart rate-land that I go. Certainly this girl can't keep up going uphill. She's on the west side of the street and I am on the east. And she won't go away.
As I turn onto my street, now praying that she doesn't chase me and cause me harm as I don't know if I can outrun her, I tip a hat to her and immediately drop to a jog to catch my breath. Wow! That was one really fast chick!
Thanks Velvet pants girl.